i always seem to be the one my friends come to when they’re upset and i think its because they trust me and i like to listen. which is really nice because trust is so important to me. i don’t trust many people at all. you have to earn it and there are few that have mine. one of my best friends is in this fight with a girl and its really taking its toll on her. the one she’s fighting with is just so ridiculous and mean. i know because she has started stuff with me before. she turns people that aren’t even involved in the fighting against you and calls you any bad name that you can think of. classic example of a spoiled teenage brat who thinks that she can say whatever she wants about someone and expect to still be friends with you. uhhhh it doesn’t work that way! if you ever talk behind my back i will never, ever trust you again. i will be civil with you but you have lost my trust and my friendship. when my friend told me how they called her an ugly cunt (god i hate that word) today and i saw the tears in her eyes i almost cried myself. it kills me when my friends are upset. i told her “YOU know your not ugly and I know your not ugly. Don’t you ever think what those girls say about you is the truth because its all bullshit”. Then the rest of the day I just wanted to go up to those girls and fking RIP them apart. just totally wail on them but of course, i would never do that because i’m smarter than that. but really, how can people be so mean to each other? especially when its just so unnecessary.